I miss DD and I want it so bad! I miss being put across the bed and lectured about his expectations then being soundly spanked into submission. I miss the security, I miss the sting, I miss how I feel about Allan when it's over. I miss the scary "wait" knowing it's coming. I miss it all.
I am thinking about asking Allan to let us try to let me switch gears as needed, if I can. And I'm not even sure I can mentally process that. But some DD MUST be better than none!
I wonder if it's even possible for me to switch gears from what is needed, to what I desperately want.
Renee
This is my story about my quest to become a 1950's yielded wife. Submission, Spankings, Sex and Safety in his arms.
DD is more than just being spanked. Submit even when he doesn't ask. Submit because it what you need. Your submission will feed his dominance.
ReplyDeleteI hope you and Alan talk & come to a solution for you both!
ReplyDeleteGood Luck sweetie
honey
I think we have. And I think we are headed in a more permanent direction now. We both know that this is what we want so even if it takes a backseat from time to time.
DeleteI wish I had some words of wisdom, but it seems I only have (((hugs))). I do hope that you and Allan can sort things out and come up with something that works for both of you!
ReplyDeleteHugs back! I think we have now and I feel like we are in a better place :)
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